mOo mOo cOw & mOo mOo cAo

no one is ever there

2009-04-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

Life have not been any better...
& it suck.

What the hell is happening to me.

when the stars don't shine anymore

2009-01-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

The Saturdays - Issues

Sometimes I feel like im going out of my mind,
boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
but then you smile as me and it's alright,
with you there aint no in between,
everytime that I walk out the door
I tell myself I can't take it no more,
there's a part of me that won't let you go,
I keep saying yes when my minds saying no.

Me and my heart we got issues,
don't know if I should hate you or miss you,d
amn I wish that I could resist you,
can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
me and my heart we got issues (issues, issues),
we got issues (issues, issues),

It's awful boy you leave me hanging for so long,
you empty up my love until it's all gone,
change the words but I still hear the same song,
I'm tired of this melody,
I change my number and throw out your clothes,
but my feelings for you still show,
keep bulidings the walls round my heart,
but then I see you and it all falls apart

Me and my heart we got issues,
don't know if I should hate you or miss you,
damn I wish that I could resist you,
can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
me and my heart we got issues (issues, issues),
we got issues (issues, issues),

Why fight it I can't hide it,
truth is I think I like it,
confusion illusion,
still I don't know which way to go.

Me and my heart we got issues,
don't know if I should hate you or miss you,
damn I wish that I could resist you,
can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
me and my heart, me and my heart we got issues,
don't know if I should hate you or miss you,
damn I wish that I could resist you,
can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,

me and my heart we got issues (issues, issues),
me and my heart we got issues (issues, issues),
we got issues (issues, issues),
we got issues (issues, issues),we got issues (issues, issues),
Me and my heart we got issues,
don't know if I should hate you or miss you,
me and my heart we got issues.

when god loves you a little more

2008-08-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

你 - 林依晨

風輕輕我聽見你聲音
你對著我叮嚀要注意自己的心情
雨輕輕我聽見你聲音
你拿著傘靠近為我遮著風擋著雨
一點點想哭泣一點點想著你
你的愛很珍惜我總依賴著你的記憶

你就像風在說話順著我方向
你就像海中的波浪堆著我成長
我明白你的回答溫柔的對話
愛情其實沒有辦法不被感動吧我不說謊

now I understand why they say the stars are not right

2008-07-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

after so long, it's rather proven that shutting up my mouth is a better choice.
those who have, count yourself lucky.

but whatever, that's me.

when the stars are out of your reach

2008-07-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

all the while, the angels had been protecting it.

but now when the stars clashes, they are lost on what to do.

get me out of this misery

2008-06-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

something suck always seem to come along to spoil my perfect day.

l: hey meg! there something i've got to tell you.
me: what is it?
l: "a" was asking me did i saw what you did today regarding yesterday stuff.
me: what about it then.
l: "a" said you should have know it.
me: ya right. i asked her and she gave me the worst fuck up answer. so i'm just doing a good deed.
l: ya i know. "a" even ask me if i know how to do it.
me: you also dunno what!
l: ya. tt's wat i told "a" too. we are just not taugh to know tt.
me: tt fuck up ass.

Friday the 13th

2008-06-11T23:12:00.001+08:00

It's dumb to be planning your own birthday.

Someone else should be doing it for you while you kick back and relax and wait for the fun to get started!

So I've decided that I'll be doing nothing for my 21st birthday and friends out there who are free and kind enough, you can help me plan a nice birthday party. =)

sometimes you just wish to see god's plan for you so you can stop searching

2008-03-11T19:06:00.001+08:00

finally the long waited perm staff is here!

so what should i do next?

to afraid to move and not willing to stay...

on the floor with no one to hold on

2008-02-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

god, thanks for fulfilling my wish.

BUT

please be a little gentle with me the next time.

i seriously thought i was going to die like that....

fairy fairy land

2008-02-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

blessing,
is what i crave.
agony,
is what i feel.
disappointment,
is what i get.

wait,
is what it says.
time,
is what we have.
change,
is what i need.

2 in 1

2008-02-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

baby, it's really been my pleasure to share that happiness with you. it's has been ages i've seen you feel so secure with a guy. every eye contact and every smile simply just prove how much you are in love with him. =) i'm glad the 2 in 1 has appeared.

you both make my day a lovely one.

concept are mental constructs. when it's being pen down, it's a expression.

2008-02-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

i'm drown in envy.

please kill me.

stars structures!

2008-02-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

http://deputy-dog.com/2008/02/02/6-incredible-star-forts/

knocking some sense?

2008-02-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

http://www.thewisdomjournal.com/Blog/12-things-i-learned-by-42-that-i-wish-i-knew-at-22/

hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be fine

2008-01-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

What CHEW MEI CHEE Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

my twin sister, what if they say...what if

2008-01-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

there are times that you wish you can just break and fall then rest for a year or two...maybe forever...

sometimes you forget & you wish you had pay a little more attention...

2008-01-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

there's 3, 1 for myself and and 2 for bro. but thanks to me not paying much attention to what's happening around me, i got to finish this 3 packs of crispy xxl pork all by myself. cause bro is in a motivation camp in school!!!

so anyone wants to share this with me?

new year. new change.

2008-01-05T11:19:00.000+08:00

celebrating new year eve in a kopitiam is something tt i will NOT do again. i WANT be to squeezing in the crowd watching fireworks!

to conclude, i don't think i did start of my year beautifully...and trust me, you need to start it off well so your year will be a good one.

god i hate to be in here now...

slient night

2007-12-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. real bored. now i'm all ALONE in CC doing NOTHING. and there's like 2.5hrs more to 10pm. damn it man. why am i always the one who kana such fuck up shit.

just can't wait to hang out at gt's place later to chill and enjoy the night away eating and watching those heart warming christmas movies. i'm sure it will be a damn fun night. mOo mOo don't you agree too? hehehe i'm craving for your pasta now!

anyway this is to my bro: Dear little brother, was wanting to say this when i see you but too bad i wasn't at home like 99% of the time so this is to you. I am like DAMN PROUD of you! Congrats on topping the level again! hehe will get you a big present if you top O level in school next year.

to all ppl out there, have a MERRY CHRISTMAS!

my twin, i've got it...

2007-12-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

i've finally got it.

it was kind of shock when i sees it there. but yah, it's there.

so that is what those nightmares have been hinting. they are just trying to tell me that i have a problem to deal with. something that i've been hiding from forever.

but still, i'm glad that i've receieved it.

now i need someone to tell me what to do.

then,

i'll have a good night sleep.

my twin sister where have you been hiding?

2007-12-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

i need a twin sister offically...

i need someone who can share my joy, pain and sadness.

i need someone who has the same blood flowing inside her as me.

because of you, i'm here

2007-11-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

breakfast is always extra delicious & wonderful when it's with you.

the auntie surprise us with heart shaped kaya-butter toast bread.

not wanting to leave you, that's me.

$61 to buy an extra night to be together is worth it.

next time shall be my turn.

love you as always.

10 years down the road, i'll still hold your hands

2007-11-14T12:24:00.000+08:00

no matter when it will be, it's still

"I do".

how i wish there were 100hrs in a day...

2007-11-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

5 days passed so quickly.

it's just feels like 1 day. don't you think so darling?

i'm glad that you like the spa retreat i've perpared for you. =) lemongrass cOw smell wonderful~

miss you

3 minutes

2007-11-05T15:11:00.000+08:00

i had the best 3 minutes in my life!

thanks darling. you make my day. =)

team sport - dragon boat

2007-11-04T16:19:00.000+08:00

finally i'm in a team sport again!

so today was the competition day! i was a happy girl today cause i just LOVE to compete in a team sport and i'm so looking for this day to come. i dunno why but it always feels better than in a solo competition. so there's a total of 5 boat each having around 20 people in it and i'm in the orange team which is the south-east division.

this is not my team, i'm just taking it for collection sake.

the competition was held at boat quay and in the first place, i thought this is just a Peoples' Association thing but when i'm there, i saw hell damn alot of dragon boaters. it's was not a PA ONLY kind of competition. it's was a annual dragon boat competition.

my god. never had i seen so many handsome boaters in one row before. no matter it's from which poly, uni, country or race, you name it they all have it.

"all handsome hunks please gather infornt of me".

anyway we got last place(5th) in the race. haha.

but it was the process that was a hell lot of fun! during the race, everyone was so on with it that we actually go faster than during our practice. the river felt deeper and the waves were big. it's very different from rowing at the kallang river. if there was another chance, i would take part in it again!

hold my hand, close your eyes

2007-11-02T12:07:00.000+08:00

darling the bed has arrive and it's gorgeous~

now the room is beautifully set up and we are only short of a nice picture to hang on the wall.

waiting for you.

arty farty

2007-11-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

again, i want to change my blog skin! i been looking at so many wonderful web site by those damn god arty farty people for the pass few days.

finally i'm inspired!

thank god.

listen

2007-10-31T10:34:00.000+08:00

i guess that two old folks behind just had a agrument for gods knows what. haha. i guess when people say "the older you grow, the more childish you will be". that phrase is perrrrffffeeccct for that 2 oldest staff in my office.

life is damn bored in office as usual. my workload is ZERO so i'm damn free every single day not knowing what to do. anyway i'm sad to say that the people here don't like designed design kind of poster. i did a poster design for the countdown party 2008 that will be held in the CC and after the committe has seen it, they want me to change it! MY GOD! in the end, my poster turn out to be like those ugly, no creativity needed kind of poster that blends to all the other boring poster on the notice board.

what a waste of MY time.

now, i'm so looking forward to a new environment that i will be in but god knows when that will happen.

mOo mOo has already went for field camp and so i'll be bored for the next 6 days with no one to talk to on the phone. and the worst part is that i didn't manage to find someone to go shopping with me! it's pay day and i can't spend my money.

what a luck.

you feel that it's eating you up bit by bit and that's scary

2007-10-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

when one can't adapt what can one do? that's a million dollar question i always ask myself every now and then.

seriously, this slow pace kind of evironment is driving my crazy. i've really made a wrong choice coming in and now i'm afraid of making the wrong choice getting out. benny said "it's better to be earning less in a job that you like rather than earning alot in a job that you hate." that's what i told myself too. but i'm afraid that i didn't stay long enough to get to really feel how is working here like.

i really do pray that the lord can give me a hand. i need a damn obvious direction on where i should go. i've always missed good opportunity as it always come a little too late and i'm sick of it.

what if. one day. you know.

2007-10-20T12:35:00.000+08:00

have you ever had the time once in a while to really sit down and think?

so happen, today was my day.

the house was empty, no tv and no music. i was waiting for him to call but 3hrs had passed and still no news. i just stoned in the room and radom thoughts started flowing in.

although i had only been in my new job for 20 days, never had i felt i've made a very wrong choice. thou there's really nothing to complain about, but i guess i just needed something or perhaps someone to inspire me and push me, telling me that i'm be able to do great things in life that will leave an impact perhaps not to the world but at least to the people around me. what i can see in my current situation is that people are so contented to what they have and they just seem to stop being inspire and inspiring people.

after a real bad night on tue, i know that bro and mom are damn worried what has happen to me. seeing me cry in such a way must have really scare them since i have never ever cried that way before. they both ask me "what happen" and my usual reply is "nothing". i know deep inside what will be their reaction if i were to tell them what really did happen. they will ended up saying that i'm dumb instead of trying to understand why i've felt that way.

so bro has been rather strange after tue. when he was talking to me, i can feel that his trying to be very selective on the words he use and every day, he would ask me how's work and everything. on thurs night, he got home very late and he saw me lying on the sofa writing my diary. instead of sleeping or going to take a shower, he sat down beside me. i put my diary aside and we started chatting. i know he wanted to know more what had happen but i just don't wish to let him know. there's no point for him to know anyway. so we were chatting about work. it's great to know that bro have found the job that he like cause he wanted to work with old people and as for me, i know what i want but things always never seem to happen my way. i've always missed the opportunity.

now the only thing i can do is count down for a year so i can move on to somewhere i wanna be.

a whole is make up of two halves

2007-10-18T01:14:00.000+08:00

MYMP - Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I'm next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you

And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you
I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you,

And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I'm next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to sayIt's all because of you

And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

i'm sorry that i didn't feel it when you do. but at least i did in the end.

2007-10-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

it has been 17 days working in a brand new enviornment and i can happily tell myself it's not a place i wanna be in at all. i can't find words to describe it but the people there are just different. way too different from other jobs that i have tried before.

if money is all that you are after in a job, i'm glad to introduce mine to you.

ever since i'm here, things never seem to work out well enough. one of the very thing i hate is shift work. it sort of eat up your entire day leaving you not much time to do anything else. i see that coming before i join but trust me it's much worst for one to expect. everything there is slow and mono. there's nothing that will inspire you to move forward or to do even better or even to stay in that place. now i'm already thinking when i should i leave that place if things continue to be this way.

for the pass few days, it had been real stressed. surfing the net and checking the newspaper looking for a new place to stay is really tough. it's double the tough when time is not by your side. in the end, we found a place and paid $700 for a room which i really regret 1 day later. i find myself stupid to do something like that when the night before i told him that things will work out fine as long as we have each other.

i thought thru the night and i seriously find that it's too late since i've already sign the docuements.

how i wish this is a bad dream.

you are the most beautiful creation of god

2007-10-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

hi. how are you?

2007-10-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

was surfing around friendster and i found this in xin kai's profile.

wat really caught my attention was not the people but the surrounding. a place that i didn't know i'll miss so much to be there now. a place where fun and joy are in. our DLA studio.

those days were really precious. the days where everyone would be doing their own stuff, blasting all sort of funny songs, talking out lound, running around the studio, making fun of each other and sneaking out for mac breakfast. all those beautiful memmories. now that everyone has found a job, i'm sure everyone is missing the life.

the life in DLA.

monday has never been this blue

2007-10-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

i walked out of the door with you inside, knowing that it will be another 5 days before i'll see you again.

darling, i hate that so much.

i hate mondays.

now, i'm totally in no mood for work. but i still have to think about the design for the newsletter and also for the marketing kit.

god, this suck.

day passes like years

2007-10-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

in office again doing like NTH. chun if you are reading this, trust me now i'm more free than you are. haha you must be thinking then why the hell i'm not online.

ok, let you tell you a very suay problem. i can't get in & i dunno why! i tried all watsoever ways but i still can't get in. damn it man everybody is like using msn except me!

so yeah, my day passes like years here. so far, i've got nothing to do and trust me i felt damn weird even till now. everyday you go work, sit at the front desk and stone for the whole morning! in the afternoon, i'll just hide in the office and surf my afternoon away.

i'm just hoping that marketing thing can start moving so i can get involve in it.

damn, i'm bored.

never had i felt this way

2007-10-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

it's lunch time & i'm totally bored in my new office.

new desk, new system, new passwordS and new enviornment...everything is so unfamiliar.

never had i felt this insecure before.

1 down, 11 more to go

2007-09-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

coming and going, that's what i hate for the moment...

darling i'm missing you already.

how i wish you were

2007-09-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

Whenever i saw a plan fly pass, i'll always remember the days we were in taiwan. Holding hands, laughing & joking, exploring every unknown alley, meeting people & of course you and your basketball machine. =) Just the 2 of us.

Never had the chance yet to go east coast with you. But everytime when i saw something this beautiful on my usual cycle trip, i just want you to see this too. You are the one who would make everything so perfect.

It was only 5pm plus and the moon was already out. Bigger than what we usually see. It was hanging so low, so near to the sea. As the sky start to darken, the moon light was cast on the sea. It's was gorgeous. Wish you were here.

2 more days.

all set & waiting

2007-09-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

today was the day that i sign my documents to offically become one of the members of people's association. so i guess now i can be so called a government officer. haha sounds a little "dUh" but yeah. the funny part is that i got to attended a 10 days induction thingy which i think is like a 10 days camp but without those standard obstacles course.

there goes my 10 days to the government. a little like BMT don't you think so?

after all the talking and briefing, i went down to suntec for the halo 3 exhibition to collect his Xbox360. I was wondering aimlessly around there and i saw this!

hehe he was walking around holding on to a damn big gun which almost hit me when he turned around. i find him gorgeous so i stop him and started snapping pictures of him.

3moredays.

wish you were here

2007-09-22T00:05:00.000+08:00

here i present to u Tupperware Mooncake!

haha mom brought this back from work and i think it's a must for me to share this with everybody! don't you think this is damn cool? TUPPERWARE MOONCAKE! hahaha i'm so going to laugh my ass off because of this.

the thing you do

2007-09-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

today i went to your place with mom. it's was a very hot day and there were no cars parking at the carpark.

& i saw only this little turtle sun tanning by itself. i guess god did that on purpose to let me miss you even more.

9 more days.

you are all it matters

2007-09-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

To mOo:

dinner without you is tasteless.

wish that you were here today, sitting right beside me.

it hurt me so much to hear that you fall sick. my baby darling be strong and soon everything will be over.

i'll be at home waiting for you.

From: sHi

i will see you in my dreams...right?

2007-09-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

it's just feels damn weird eating this alone with no one to fight over with.

darling i miss you so so much.

12 more days.

every step you take walking further away from me, my heart aches

2007-09-16T16:06:00.000+08:00

i dunno is this a good news or what but "people i'm now free to go out anyday anytime u guys want!" u guys must be wondering "why? is it i break up already?" i would say a big "NO" to that question.

the thing is that my dear bf has just got in tekong. so i would not be seeing him for the next 2 weeks and the rest of the weekdays for the next 2 years...that suck. no more slacking in the lazy sunday afternoon, no more brunch and no more i wan to see u now.

u can say that i'm too emotional but whenever i hear a love song playing, i just feel like crying. the scene where he walk me to the ferry terminal, let go of his hand, we walk in 2 seperate directions and keep turning our head just to have that last look just keep playing in my head.

that is so heart breaking.

i just hate to see him walk away.

so people if u are kind, please call me out so i can keep my mind away from missing him.

this is not a pasar malam. it's a full display of all those army stuff and people are just crowding around.

my boy is there. right in that group...

the painful walk that i got to walk out along.

i saw a shooting star

2007-09-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

i saw an angel and she told me "darls, you know i'm here for you as always lah."

shooting star really work when u pray real hard.

thanks baby. =)

i wish, i wish, i wish....

all i need is a wishing star

2007-09-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

it's nobody's fault.

i can't believe i'm so stupid

2007-09-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

After much thinking, i can't believe i'm god damn stupid.

I should have let things go my way.
I should have do whatever whenever i want without even considering whoever's feeling.
I am not born to be a loner and will never be.

Now all i wan to do is to scream to the ocean out loud saying how much i HATE to be in this right now.

I'm so PISSED and ANGRY at myself.

& you know what's the worse part of it, i'm at HOME.

what will you do when dark clouds are above you?

2007-09-07T11:37:00.000+08:00

I must have woke up from the very wrong side of my bed today.

What a damn wrong day.

So I've got no luck at all and screw my morning.

i've lost the me in me

2007-09-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

POP TARTS!!! A perfect cure for woman who had a bad day. This thing here will simply keep you happy with it's amount of sugar in it~

Tml is an important day~ going for a job interview which allows me to earn good money. =)
So fingers crossed for me!

baby, why wouldn't you hug me to bed

2007-09-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

man chose alcohol over woman.

how typical can that be.

don't let go. that's what it says.

2007-07-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

darling thanks for travelling down just to have lunch with me. =) lunch is always extra delicious when it's with you.

the way you look at me today is so different. your eyes are trying to tell me something. the look you gave me is so deep, so in love. they are telling me no matter what happen, i must trust you.

& i will.

have u ever wonder how will it feels when everything is grey

2007-07-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

darling~

i love the way u wake my up when i'm late for work.
i love the way u look into my eyes & smile at me.
i love the way u nibble.
i love the way when u say "rabbit --> hop".

and

u know what i hate most?

i hate it when u say " or gui cha --> cork".

=P

Cow & Grass

2007-07-15T14:12:00.000+08:00

A blur looking cow.

A hungry looking cow.

Ain't this adorable?

i LOVE it!

mOo. sHiI.

tell me where it hurts

2007-07-12T17:32:00.001+08:00

everyone has a story that they will never forget.
one that aches.

i, have one too.

tell me where it hurts

2007-07-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

everyone has a story that they will never forget.
one that aches.

i, have one too.

tarts & cookies

2007-06-29T12:19:00.000+08:00

ppl there's a food column on the right side of my blog.

i'll post links of people who starts their own home food business!

so the first in line is a little girl who makes pineapple tarts & chocolate chip cookies!
http://fivesisters.livejournal.com

for your info:
+ they will deliver the tarts & cookies free IF you are ordering for MORE than 10 jars.
+ IF you order less than 10 jars, you will have to self collect at her place at HOUGANG.
+ min order of 4 jars is require (you can mix tarts & cookies).
+ there's 20 pineapple tarts in a jar. as for cookie, it's around 302g.

NOTE:
+ IF you are ordering ODD number of jars, you will have to wait for other buyer who are also ordering ODD number of jars so that the seller can match it and make the order EVEN.
+ their tarts and cookies are made to order so NO EXTRA or LEFT OVER will be sold.

it was so beautiful.

2007-06-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

i'm offically 20!

yeah!

to U:
=) darling thanks for the birthday cake. it's the most beautiful birthday cake ever! i'm real glad that you were there with me on my birthday. you are the perfect person i wanna share that cake with & dinner was great. it just bring me back to how things started.

to the people:
guys thanks for remembering my birthday! =) i'm glad. serious!

curiosity kills the cat

2007-06-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

this is SO COOL.

TRY IT!!!

http://www.games4work.com/games/swf/supercoolpic.swf

life still moves on. another chapter.

2007-06-02T16:20:00.000+08:00

just lots of pic to share with you guys! so finally i'm out of sp for good and i got my cert!

it's really great to see everyone doing well. all the best DLAs!

all this beautiful photos are taken by my brother! thanks bro for coming and running around with me to be my camera man for the day!

nice flowers isn't it? too bad it's not ours.

hi - the damn slacking girl~

shuk - the soul garden guy~

juan - my lunch babe!

she's my guardian angel.

it's been so long ever since

2007-06-01T16:37:00.000+08:00

my mOo~

HAPPY 8TH MONTH!

love you.

it's always back to square one

2007-05-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

an interesting painting Julian Beever did in sg. was on my way to meet up with aL and this is wat i found next to raffles shopping center!

my 29" tv. gonna say gd bye to this babe. just set it up this morning and papa is selling it away. damn. can't anything in this house that cost more than $1000 stays?

Define woman.

2007-05-04T10:14:00.000+08:00

Now you should know why woman are complicated.

TV & Handphone.

2007-05-03T10:44:00.000+08:00

Wife is a TV,
Girlfriend is a Handphone.
At home watch TV,
Go out bring Handphone.
No money sell TV,
Got money change HP.
Sometimes enjoy TV but most of the time
Play with HP.
TV free for life but HandPhone if you don't pay
Services will be TERMINATED...............

Ain't this a interesting way of saying.

everything seem so far. very very far.

2007-04-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

now my dream to travel to thailand, taiwan & melbourne seem very far away.

after a week of calculation, i've concluded that it's totally impossible to travel to that 3 places by the end of this year. you must be wondering why right? the answer is simple. i got to bring money back home every month which i seriously got no idea it would take up such a big portion of what i'm earning. having the money but not able to spend it and pamper urself just suck.

every month people seem to be looking forward to pay day. but for me, i got no idea what to look forward to. trust me i'm not doing any better. everything seem to stay at square one.

before grad, i had a damn long list of what i wanna do. but now, i had a damn long list of what i can't do. so i'm not feeling good about it.

it just suck.

you taken my everything. all my first time.

2007-04-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

days that you need to go back to office unpaid just suck. so ya, that's was my "lucky day" to be arrow. reach at 9am and went off at 4.45pm...almost 8hrs. unpaid. there goes my weekend.

let me present to you the CBD area on a wonderful quiet saturday.

not a single soul.

right side...

left side...can't you imagine...NO CARS!!!
this is beautiful isn't it? a back lane with those real classic repair shop & ah gong hair cutting stall.

lopez was bored and he made this with black plaster. haha. he said it's a cobra and a jaguar. to me, it's lopez and mr chua. as for who is which, it's for you to guess.

when my world is grey, you are always there to brighten it up

2007-04-27T16:06:00.000+08:00

dar, really thank you so much for coming down to fetch me yesterday.

you are the best.

love you.

where are you when i want you so badly

2007-04-25T15:44:00.000+08:00

waking up at damn weird hours when you sleep at a very normal timing like 12am plus is really a torture.

damn.
got no idea how am i going to survive for long with 4 hrs of sleep everyday.

I WANT MY BED!

i can't see you in this heavy rain

2007-04-22T15:48:00.000+08:00

thanks to zailani, my mail is always flooded with all sort of clips, videos and crap every single day. haha. & here's something i really interest me. i seriously wonder what the hell is this.

can anyone tell me the answer?

everything in life always seem to teach you something

2007-04-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

never say yes to OT.

god damn it.

Tell me why

2007-04-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

it seem to be getting from bad to worst

2007-04-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

people here are some photos to keep you updated!

yummy chickenchop from maxwell food centre!!!

this is where i need to report to everyday...

ain't he gorgeous?

me & him. side by side.

this two never fails to brighten up my day.

guess what i'm reading?

mos is boring without you carrie baby.

babe remmeber the church i wanna bring you to for christmas? this the one. =)

right beside it, there's a really really old temple.

was at grandmama's place after she had passed away. & this is what she use to cook those delicious meals for us.

just a cow at the playgroud. ain't it cute?

mom tidying things up at grandmama's place before going home.

i would LOVE to take a ride in this. anyone care to bring me there? anyway it will only be up and running in 2009.

during the cold nights, only you can keep me warm

2007-04-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

after so sO SO LONG, my internet connection is still unavailable. even my 29 inch flat screen tv is not here too!

this explains why i haven't been blogging for so long. anyway i've been busy too~

last week was one of my worst week in my life.

my grandmama passed away last monday night. so everyone went rush over immediatly after receiving my uncle's call. it was a painful experience i can swear to you. i never knew it would hurt so much to see someone you love lying there dead. no matter how much you call for her, she will never ever reply you again. i cried a hell lot that day to the extend that on tuesday morning, i look like a goldfish going for work.

i was so worry about mom cause she didn't cry a single bit which is really weird. kor told us to be strong and take extra good care of mom and if there's any problem, call him immediatly. so i guess everyone is worried about lao ma zi.

the whole funeral lasted for 5days and ever since tuesday, i was at the funeral helping out as much as i could. everyone was damn shag on friday which is the last day of the funeral. seeing the coffin being pushed into the fire by some computerised machine, everyone cried and call for grandmama. kor was crying so badly that it breaks me to see him like that. and trust me i've never seen him cry that way for the last 19 years of my life.

so everything ended. leaving nothing but sweet memories of grandmama and a gold ring she use to wear.

mom gave me the gold ring cause she know that i would want it very very much as a memento.

now i'm wearing it as it fit my index finger perfectly.

life is getting better over here

2007-04-02T11:01:00.000+08:00

everythings been good so far. and i really mean EVERYTHING.

at work, i'm doing good so far. the only problem is that it started to get a little bored. perhaps i'm doing my job a little too fast or perhaps i need a more challenging job. now i'm thinking whether should i scram once i earn enough to go thailand & taiwan or should i just stay here for a year. but come to think abt quitting, i still need to have rather a sum of cash for my gym membership.

so how now ppl?

at home, everything is still at that trying-to-stablise part stage. i'm sure once bro starts to work too, everything will be fine.

in relationship, it has been half a year and guess what?! we are still as loving as ever! half a year man. that's long for him & normal for me. *HAHA*

friends, juan has fly over to china for that "CIP", chun hui has gave birth to a cute little boy, les is still in army, aL start to look mature & his build start to look fit like old times, bingy is still as cute as usual.

for the time being, i'll try to blog if i can in the office cause my internet service at home has been cancelled. singnet is just not good enough. haha. so that's 2 week of NO INTERNET CONNECTION AT HOME.

define to inform & to ask

2007-03-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

ain't this beautiful? can u see a VERY long overbridge that stretches over a high way.

so finally i get have what people call "a good night sleep". guess it's probably all the tiredness i've accumulated for the past few weeks. 12 hrs of rest will only make me last for today. maybe a 20 hrs will do very fine & i'll be able to feel real fresh for monday!

so there goes my weekend again. going nowhere, doing nothing. wasted.

carrie baby i wanna dance so badly.

you are the debt i got to pay

2007-03-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

today was a bad day. i woke up feeling real moody and very tired. a very bad way to start my friday.

when i was in the office, i was pratically stoning. thinking of a hell lot of stuff. thinking why it just happen like that. i can't help but keep visualizing. did i did something wrong? if i did, please tell me. it has been a day. a real long day of waiting.

walking in my 3 inch heels from maxwell to clark quay was painful & that is how i end my day. all this for a bloody cab to manjusri to attend a not so important PTI. but in the end, i took a bus down and i'm sure it's 100% faster than me waiting for a cab.

so now my feet is aching, my head is spinning and i'm VERY tired.

guess i just have to sleep it off.

cinderella

2007-03-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

when the clock strike 12, everything went back to what it is.

and that's my story.

my prince, bring back my glass shoe.

i will survive!

2007-03-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

so after a week, i'm still surving in CKSP.

sometimes my dear boss will still drive me up the wall once in a while. but what to do. he is a bit square sometimes. i guess old and square goes well together. haha. on averge, i guess my boss calls my name every 2 second. calling me to type this, to do that, to get him this, get him that. he is that kind of boss which didn't know that saying it is much more easier than doing it. so when he is in sg, i'll be running around the office trying to get things done just for him.

it has been a week since i'm here and everyone is real kind to me. they are a bunch of helpful souls. so far, there isn't any politics so i''m a happy girl~ i guess that's god's gift for me in exchange for such a square boss.

now i'm at my desk happily blogging while my temp girl is at the reception desk watching youtube. =) i can say we both are having a good life while the boss is outstation.

lalala 18mins more to go home!

in the best of both world

2007-03-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

so after much searching. i'm glad to announced that i'm hire!

Chua Ka Seng & Partners Chartered Architects is where i will be.

i apply as a admin asst there but they find that i'm in such a unquie position as i am a landscape architecture graduate, they want me try in both side and see whether at the end of the day am i able to be a draughtsmen rather than a admin asst. so thank god the boss is willing to learn while working. i'm really grateful for that.

so i'll be starting working tml. mastering my skills in autocad first.
wish me luck.

sometimes i just got to pay a bit more attention

2007-03-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

so i've just read chun's blog & girl i'm so sorry i didn't notice the entry you post about how bad you will miss the DLA days.

=) chun really thank you for missing me babe. those times will really stays in my heart. making me miss them even more.

i still remember the very first day someone talke to me as a DLA. Hai, you are the first brave one to talk to me. with a simple "hi", that's how you start the converstation. at that time do you remember where were we? haha we were walking pass the library entrance babe. it's great to have you around to talk to cause at least you make me feel not so alone after all. =)

the first lunch with DLAs were great. but the only diffcult part was getting to know everybody's name. i still remember there's chun, juan, hai, wan fern, fang fang, hid and a few others which seriously i can't remember who are they. but still, all 3 years, we were all good friends right? =)

the first gang was with shi yih, jason and raff. as time goes by, stuff happen and jason found his very own gang that he is comfortable with, raff went missing and i'm floating around having good friends in every click in the class.

so that was the stuff that leaves a deep impression in the first year as a DLA.

as for second year, everything went passed real quick. it was so fast that i can't remember a single thing! all i remember was we have lots of project to rush and everybody was way too busy.

so the third year was something that i'm sure everyone will remember cause it's the time that clicks has the very last shuffle again. the jacks make up of people that you will never be able to think of. you will think that they are a weird combi but they really get along real well. as for others like ash and gang, sarah and gang, alvin and gang, jason and gang, glenn and gang, they just stay the way they were.

for me, i've found my true real gang in DLA too. i just thank god for letting me know them. juan, shy yih and tiff you are my three angels.

glenn and gang, you guys are a bunch of real fun people that i loved to be with. i will remember the days i make fun of hong with you-know-what. teasing junaidi about his friendster bride-to-be. listening to glenn's crappy jokes. disturbing thomas while he is dozing off during lectures. looking at xin kai while he is producing real good perspective in mins.

the FYP is the time that i got to know who the true friends really are. only at that time then you know who will not let you die alone and are always there to help you, to check on you and to push you making sure that you will finish the stuff on time. during this period, the nights i spend at tiff's place were fun! with juan, xin kai and tiff around, we were crapping alot, telling each other our very own story, sleeping at weird timing and pushing each other to complete that usless planting plan. to have 3 lame girls and 1 naggy guy, trust me it's pure fun to have such a combi. FYP is the best project i've ever done!

so DLAs treasure those moments and first times. it's something that you will never be able to experience in the outside world.

where do i begin

2007-03-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

was at twister getting my hair fixed and i heard a powerful voice coming from the speakers, filling the whole saloon with her very own love story.

i present to you Shirley Bassey.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S200yY07M3Q

Diploma Awarded

2007-03-07T16:29:00.000+08:00

so today is THE DAY.

early in the morning when i was still in lala land, lao ma zi call me just to ask how did i fair. i was like " duh i'm still sleeping. so i haven't check yet." when she hang up, i was lying on bed and i don't even feel like getting up to check my mail to see the result. but in the end, i still get up just to check.

thank god, i've passed! YEAH!!!

haha so people out there i'm getting my Diploma in Landscape Architecture!

finally after all these years, this is the day that i've been waiting for. to get out of poly for good and to start working. =)

carrie, alvin, bingy, les, juan, shi yih, tiff & chun thank you for your concern and support!
to all DLAs it has been real great to know you guys. i'll never forget those crazy and fun moments we've shared.

can't sleep & things are just not really that fine

2007-03-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

here is something interesting & it might spark up some creative juice in you!
have fun!

http://www.zefrank.com/string_spin/spin_1.html

dear old friend

2007-03-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

So it's a sat again!

a very wet sat for me to go job hunting!

did went for some interviews so keep my fingers cross and pray i'll be hire. every time when i'm going for an interview, it would just rain like no body business. don't know it's my luck or wat. but still, overall, today is a good day cause finally after sending a hell lot of CV, there's actually people calling me wanting me to go down for interview! hehe so sending of CV does work!

so after all the running around in the afternoon, i got to meet up with yi cheng. hey man thank for bringing back my pork floss love letter! =) he was such a poor thing to tag along with me to the carrer fair and to where ever i'm going. haha he is really a wonderful shopping kakiz.

anyway the carrer fair was a waste of space. the fair was like an educational fair rather than a carrer fair. there's like a hell lot of overseas uni booth and insurance company booth but not much company that is hiring people and stuff like that.

it's proven that when you look at crappy stuff, it tends to make you feel hungry. so after leaving the fair, it's dinner time! we were walking round marina square and we manage to find a very nice dim sum place tuck in a quiet corner.

A interesting dim sum makan place at marina square. very gd service too!

so my dear old friend deciding what to have for dinner.

headless fly

2007-03-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

i wonder how is all my DLA classmates doing?

have you guys found a job?
or you are still slacking?

people update me on how are u ok?! i'm really curious abt it. =)

as for me, i start to get feel bored slacking at home. but now i can say i'm too lazy to find a decent job

i don't even know what i really want to work as!

sometimes i wonder how do people get to work as what they are now. it's like every morning, you get to see a hell lot of people in those former wear going to work. but after fliping the papers for 2 weeks, all the jobs i can see is like sales, admin, warehouse & technician. so i really do wonder how this 4 category can make up that much people working.

now the thought of joining the navy is something that i keep thinking. should i go in and be a combat specialist and travel around the world for months without coming back to SG or should i just get a normal admin job that earn 1400 every month for the rest of my life?

people can you give me some advice?

3.05am

2007-02-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

makeup check before stepping out.

so wed was my last clubbing night with carrie babe till the next time when she will be back on the 22nd JUNE!

gosh that's another 3 more months to go till we see our dear princess.

so having the blacks wanting to dance with us and guys wanting to hook us up but got rejected was just part of the fun. carrie seem to be having a hell lot of fun dancing to the mombo following those dance moves that i still find it stupid.

so in the end we left zouk rather early cause it's getting a little too crowded. was planning to have some club hopping but we ended up sitting near novotel talking about life till late. but hey it's worth the talk. i just miss those talks. those talks that we pour everything out and tell each other and ask for comments.

and so we broke our record of 1am plus.

reunion

2007-02-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

the guys that matters.

babe as always.

so finally one of the very rare chances the 5 of us get to really sit down & have fun!

i'm so use to all this now

2007-02-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

girl girl is dead bored & so am i! the both of us need a work out so badly just to lost some weight.

haha.

hmm...i wonder when will dinner be ready.

tell me what this means

2007-02-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

sometimes you hope that the ceiling talks back to you

2007-02-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

i'm offically pissed.i'm not happy.
& you can blame PMS for it.

now it's my turn to say " why i don't feel that you love me."

people i'm going MIA. so even if you bomb my hp 1000000000000 times, it's will be useless.

i'm taking a break.

last stage of cancer

2007-02-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

the feeling just haunt you from your sleep. constantly reminding you that you are not far from knowing the truth but you are not that near either.

it's agony that you will feel.

seeing your name up there on the board is not fun. talking to 11 people at one go is pure torture. it just make you feel as if you are being exhibit. you are the monkey and they are the children pulling your tail and playing with your fur.

7th March 2007
this is how long i got to wait.

Tu Amor

2007-02-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

Mi amor I’m not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here’s the place to start

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor

Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I’ll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how
I need you
With words you understand
Words that get through to your
that will let you know

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor

Bridge:
You’re the one that
I need in my arms
Believe me these words
I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor

64 days

2007-01-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

a wonderful saturday night.

it's really a waste to sit here & blog about the day.

I WANNA DANCE SO MUCH!
anyone short of a dance partner?

hai...to dance without any worries. that's all i wan now. only until 10th of feb when the results are really out then it will b offically no worries for me! so till then, i got to work hard to touch up my finaly project.

so i've just receive something that i have been saving up for. and i really meant saved. i was wondering should i spend that money? cause after that, i'm rather broke. so after a hell lot of thinking, i made up my mind and decided to get it.

a thousand thanks to that lady who send it to my door step. i was totally shock and surprise to see it! it was way too adorable! and now it's tempting me not to give it away. yes, that little thing is not for me. it's for that somebody. =) now i know wat is to love unconditionally. you will try to give that somebody everything. the stars, the moon & even the sun~ haha.

so finger crossed & pray he will like it.

so now i'm left with my little bro's birthday present!

is it heaven or hell that i'm going?

2007-01-26T17:18:00.000+08:00

finally the exmas are over.

actually nothing much to be happy about. just no more worries.

now it's only left with one last part & after that, it will mark the end of my education life.

i've been thinking for the past few weeks will i be able get out of SP for good or am i going to waste 3 years of my percious life without getting a diploma and regret for the rest of my life that i've taken all the trouble to appeal just to get in DLA. leaving with no one to blame, i can only blame myself for making a stupid decision to withdraw out of NP in the first place.

ain't that stupid. do you think so too?

tan said to me n shy yih that some are now in A&E and some are already brain dead when we are asking him whether can we take our journal back for the improve of our portfolio this morning.

so wat does he mean?
is he hinting that me & shy yih are dead or we are in A&E and there's no point of saving in the last minute?

we are just hoping for an answer.

when everything comes so easily, you know it's useless not a blessing.

2007-01-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

so it's the 4th day of crit.

didn't really start off my day in a gd way. guess i woke up from the wrong side of my bed. but all thanks to shy yih for making everything much better. having her to listen to the crap tt i gave her this morning really just prove tt she is a friend worth it! =) her happy go lucky attitude is always wat i need.

after listening to 31 presenter. i guess everyone didn't really do well for their FYP. perhaps it's because we all just can't wait to get out of SP. haha. so we did someone slack pass this project. so now it's left with our portfolio to prove to the teachers that we DLAs can do it n grad to be call Landscape Architects.

so i'm crossing my fingers and pray it will be good.

time to catch up the sleep i've lost.

after all these years

2007-01-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

finally.

everything is over.

after all these years of torture, i've finally get over & done with my FYP!!! haha! YEA!

darling thanks for everything. =)

thank god i found you

2007-01-12T15:52:00.000+08:00

thank god it's friday.

the past few days was pure shit.
didn't get to sleep well, didn't get to eat well, didn't have the time to jog and the most pro thing that i have done - i went to play pool in the middle of the night with a friend a few days before my dead line!
=) that was pure fun!

thank god i've an extra pair of hand yesterday. if not, i would not done it without you. =) thanks darling for taking care of me for the past few weeks.

it's so bored. i'm now waiting for the teacher to collect our project & i've been waiting ever since 1.30pm & now is 4.11pm. gosh, now long more must i wait! i just want to get it over & done with.

i need to sleep badly.

2 days

2007-01-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

time is running out!

my right hand feels kind of numb. must be too much drawing. the feeling just suck when you can't help but rest.

& i'm so sleepy! can you imagine when your close your eyes trying to sleep, you can see nothing but your layout?! now i'm sleepy but my eyes seem to be wide open. total brain dead.

gosh. this is fucking scary.

i want a good night sleep more than anything else now.

it seem so fine

2007-01-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

please tell me nothing wrong will happen during this period.

it's only 5 days left.

just 5 days and i'll get back my life.